skool life started w/o me even realizing it..well..this year i met some new frdz, they're all pretty nice ppl except on horrible thing happened yesterday,my friend's car got broken into and someone stole his digital camera and cell phone and a usb cable..luckily he found da usb..but the other stuffz were missing...and it turned out dat it was b/c he left da door unlocked...datz why..i think itz just stupid..i forgot how many times i told him to put the phone in his pocket not in his car above the cupholder.....sigh...he's just...too naive to think dat the ppl on this earth are all good ppl...

i still have dat kinna feeling of guilt...i hope itz just gonna vanish away itself....well..if i really did sth wrong..no matter itz a big thing or small thing..i still did da wrong thing..no excuse man! sigh....itz really hard to be a human being..if i have a chance..i'd rather be a plant..no feeling, no thoughts...hopefully i can get over it..and just 4get bout it....well krystal..you'd have to...move on...